when I said I'd be
Time keeps moving
Never enough
Always moving always doing
but not always to a purpose
Or at least a meaningful purpose
My work holds me with the grip
Of my own mind
Supposed importance, must-be goals
that may or may not lead
to happiness.
What future do I move toward?
I follow, I lead, but do I think?
Do I look where I'm headed?
Do I truly make my own choices?
I am so very sorry
More than words can say
not just for you
but for me too
I cannot see a ray
of hope, or a path to step upon
to redirect my future,
I simply acknowledge
My oppression
And continue on my way
I am never there
Where, I do not know, but
I am never there
I am surrounded by my work
which holds me, woven in my mind
my twisted thoughts
convoluted impressions
I go and never stop
I write looking from outside
and yet I still am moving
My work cinches tighter
as time passes
The more I do
the more I lose
of myself
time and lack of presence
washes me away
I am fading
Still I work
I am fading
Still not here
I am fading
Still no change
I am fading
I am so sorry I could not be there today
While I did my homework.I am washed away
My life is but
A pre-planned
Meaningless
Impressionless
Fatalistic
variable
in a system of equations
for a nicely explained
Neatly explained
Solution
To society, to youth, to change, to what my future
Should be.
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